Maulidur Rasul... & Ustazah Datin Aminah Zakaria

Alhamdulillah.. this morning Aimy behave very good. She cried in the middle of the highway, though. I stopped and feed her for a while. Arriving at Mak Mah's house, what a shock! Mak Mah was gone!.. She was wandering around the neighborhood, somewhere... So, I left my two Angels to Pakcik Hussin ( I hope to God that he can handle the two of them before Mak Mah arrives). I was late for a special event... Maulidur Rasul celebration.

I love to hear Ustazah Aminah when I was in school. She always delivers in a motherly way. It dawn to me that it has been 14 years since I left KISAS. Wow.. what a shock! Means that 14 years I haven't seen Ustazah Aminah... LIVE... hahaha. Except, of course, in the TV. Now she is 66 years old... with a Datin title. World changes very rapidly... 14 years everything changes... Even me myself.

She talks about Rasulullah, our role model. How to become like our role model... and I emphasize the word 'like' as we can never strive to become exactly him... I cried in my heart as I hear Ustazah gave the ceramah. Everything she said makes perfect sense! I'm so honored to be chosen to listening to her talk.. and I get it!! The most important thing is that I felt the Hidayah. Alhamdulillah. Got to go now... have a class at 12.10.

It's My Fault... sorry

Sorry Cikgu.. It's my fault. I forgot to attend your meeting. Seriously I dunno why, I told my fren I was free and we had a lunch meeting. I totally forgot to set my reminder for the meeting. I think the workloads are catching up to me... horrible!!

Cikgu, I'll make up for the not-attending-your-meeting case with the students.. promise!! I'll do my best afterwards. That's my new 'azam'!

P/S: Aimy was a good gal yesterday. Even Mak Mah told me so. I already bought the NUK bottle but Mak Mah told me there's no need for it... never mind.. This morning I put 2 bottles.. she can choose from it..

Aimy.. Aimy....

My 2-month old baby has cold since last friday... is getting better, but then she still has difficulties to adapt with the feeding bottle as she is fully breastfed before. I have tried all necessary things that I can think of to encourage her to drink milk from the bottle.

I bought Avent bottle before this and today I bought NUK brand bottle so that she can accept the teats that is more likely shaped like a breast. Please pray that my baby can be able to adapt with the bottle. I pumped the milk and store them. It is a hustle but I'll do everything for my kids... Love them!

Hello to a hectic life

I love my job... I love teaching my students... but one thing about being a lecturer is that it comes with other responsibilities.. huh!

I have marking in progress.. about only 7 bundles.. bundles of joy (so-called). But I am thankful coz that is considered less compared to before this I had to mark 18 bundles. And still I love my job... silly me.

I always compare myself with other people that I feel less fortunate than me. Those contract lecturers that strive to get permanency but yet vague. I am so damn lucky man! Even though I had to take another masters... I am still the most lucky gal in the universe...

Wow... sunshine really do shine @ lynx!!

Farewell 2009, Welcome 2010

It has been a while since I blog. 2009 has been a blessing for me. I got my permanency, blessed with a child, and my career is picking up. It has been 3 months since 2009 has left us... but having a newborn I didn't have time to update my blog that much.

2010 is looking pretty good for 3 months. Everything is lighting up... the path to the future is clear for now. I hope that it remains clear through out the whole journey of my life.

Last Sunday, it has been 6 years since Mama passed away. She draws more and more further away from us... as we head closer and closer to her state. Sometimes I just felt that with every breath that I take, I am closer to meet the All Mighty. And am I prepared for it?? Afraid?? Of course..

But, life continues...