I'll be fine...

When will I learn that all you do will have consequences??

I'm involved in this big project, I am so happy to be involved in it. But, I have other commitments that limits my time to contribute for this project. This project benefits me in ways that I can improve some of my interpersonal skills and skills for my career enhancement. I like doing it but because it is time consuming and my group leader is forever forcing us (in a way it's good to have this type of people... but in a way it is quite irritating) to complete each task quickly. The only thing is because of the limitation of time, I felt like I'm a burden to the group as I drag my colleagues and this is not a good feeling.

My group leader has been asking me about my commitment on this project. Today is the 2nd time he asked about the same thing and he is tired of my promises that I failed to keep more than 3 times now. May be it is time that I acknowledge my time constraints and leave the project. They can be much much better without me.

Moreover, i am going to do my masters and I will not have time at all to do it. Better I tell him now... Of course I'll complete the tasks he asked me to do, then I'll tell him.... right? The research is beneficial in one way, but not for my field. It's not. It's a very different field from what I'm going to take in future.

I think I should release myself now.....

I'll be fine.....

My 'NEW' Computer

Just got a 'new' computer... I can say... I'm blessed to be working at a place that can provide me with all necessaries to do my job, even though it took quite a while to get it.. but I still got the computer. If it was not because of the theft or thieves that stole my precious HP flat screen computer last April... I wouldn't suffer this much, technologically wise. Two months after my computer was stolen, they replaced it with one Compaq black-coloured desktop computer. Then From that day onwards, I had to call people to repair it for 10 times... until I was fed up with it. Then, because I complaint a lot, my hubby bought me a Laptop (Compaq Presario).. pity him... he had to hear all my complaints.. hehehe... After the 10th time I complaint, they decided to replace that Compaq desktop with an NEC white-coloured desktop... But, it took them from before Ramadhan... until today.... After Raya!! then I got this PC!! For today, everything's fine.. They've installed everything except..... Ms Office!!! Now.. tell me how can I do my work??

Morale of the story?? Lu pikir la sendiri!!